I love you - 6

All of us, except Krystal and the guys went over to Talipon for some steamboat slash barbecue dinner. I told everyone and I did not invite Winding Sorrow on purpose. I knew that Jobless Looney was really irritated by him and kept on making that STFU face every time she sees him or someone mentioned his name. So I think it's a good idea not to invite him.

Who knows, he came! Oh? Did I invite you? Jobless Looney gave me the WTF face. I understood her silent message immediately. Other than that, I did not invite you too. I wanted you to feel how being left out feels like. My plan was to forget about you, but who knows that you didn't come made me worried more and think about you more. Can't my brain shut up awhile?!

I kept looking out to the streets, hoping that you will show up then Apple, Sugar and Jobless Looney will show me the WTF face. I'll pretend to be angry at you but then inside me, I'm jumping up and down of joy. I regretted not inviting you. I wished you were here. I did have fun, but maybe if you were here. I would be happier. I heard from Doorman that you really want to come but you couldn't. I really want you to come too.

Apple is right too. Why must I feel bad for myself? The way you treated me, there wasn't any regret in your face. I should treat you like Limping Kook. By the way, I hate that bastard. I couldn't stand it anymore, I just took Bap's phone and asked permission if I could dial your number. Glad thing they allow me too :)

Although I dialed it, I wasn't brave enough to press call. I wonder how would you sound through the phone. I passed the phone to Bap and Doorman. They were talking to you, according to them, you sounded annoyed. Damn, don't tell me little things like this will make you annoyed? Or maybe it's too bothersome to your game? Common, you need some life. No matter what I'm doing, I still can't forget you.

I have to put an end to all these. I know it will hurt a lot.