I hate you - 1

When I heard whatever Doorman told me, tears starting to flow through my eyes. Good thing I hold those buckets of water. He told me that you are disgusted by me? Seriously, am I that bad? Did you know HOW many things I did for you? Did you know HOW much good things I said about you? Did you know HOW much I cared about you? Did you know HOW much I know about you? Did you know HOW HOW HOW HOW much I love you?

Honestly, do you even have a fucking heart?

I just put my head on Jobless Looney. I closed my eyes and hoped that the end of the day will come and I don't have to see your face anymore. It's like I love you so much and you hate me so much. Why is my love unpaid? I'm not trying to force you to like me or what so ever, but that doesn't mean you should be so mean to me right? No one is helping me in these kind of situations. No one. I'm all alone, again.

For a second there, why did Doorman even tell me that incident? Is he trying to make me give up on you? Why the fuck he wanna make me sad? Plus he said, "I hope you don't mind." Oh yes, I fucking don't mind. You want me to tell you how much Jobless Looney is annoyed by you? Even if you wanted, I wouldn't tell! Cause' I know how that stupid feeling feels likes. You're my friend, that's why!

When Kyle whacked Jobless Looney with a towel, aren't you suppose to say something? If you like her, be a man a protect her. Don't just sit there and act like a fucking little kid. If you still are, GROW UP. Your crush is being bullied by another man! Be a dick and say something! Sometimes, I wonder why are guys to girlish. Girls are more manly than guys nowadays. Their dicks must be shrinking day by day.

MAYBE, Apple is right. I should have given up on you long time ago. You are just making my life suck more than it already is. I know it's gonna be hard. I know it's gonna hurt. I know it's gonna be absolutely NOTHING to you. I will try to give up. TRY.

Fought with Limping Kook yesterday. Alongside with Jingle, Doorman and Apple. Good thing I said everything that's in my mind! I just hate him! He doesn't understand our sarcasm! Although we already told me, "You are unlikable." He still wanna come and talk to us. Aren't you ashame enough? Oh right, you don't!!

Cooklet was complaining about Krystal's watch. Saying her watch is way too dirty and too cheap. I just went and tell him straight into his pimpleful face. "Presents are from the heart!!" Damn he got nothing to say. Why wanna show off? It's only a watch. Is your watch over RM1k? NO? Then just shut the fuck up about it.

Somehow, these kind of people just like to fuck themselves and make themselves happy. Please, do it at home. NOT in front of my face. You know how much I hated it.