Well, I don't care if you are going to the dinner thing or not. I'm still gonna call your broz, and if you want to come, you got no choice but to talk to me. You HAVE to force me to do this, right? During exams was a hard time for me. I can only look no my left but not my right. I'm just worried you might think I'm looking at you and get annoyed or something. Biology today was just terrible. I was totally fucked up by the paper.
I wanted to cry when I looked my answers. There wasn't enough time for me to finish the paper. Tears are just swelling up in my eyes but I hold it and decided to focus on my Chemistry later on. It would be very very embarrassing if I cried, you will think I'm such a baby. Like I said, no one else's opinion is as important as yours. What you think of me is the most important. So I need to act strong, act happy and act as though I forgot about you. Obviously, I had NOT.
Jobless Looney said that she will fail her Biology. Honestly, she won't. I'm not saying that she's saying something wrong, but just that I feel VERY VERY VERY bad when she said she's gonna fail. I know I WILL fail, because I fucked it up. I know she won't. I just feel damn bad.
Chemistry paper was awesome! I managed to answer all the questions with no problem! Okay, there's problem to some but most of it I can answer! If I am able to get the highest for Chemistry, I'm sure you will be proud of me right? :) Just wait and see! Ginelle came to our class today, and you were staring weirdly at her. I got that jealous feeling again. Don't tell me, PLEASE don't tell me that the person you like is her?
Seriously, I don't know if I can handle that truth. Don't please, don't.
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