I love you - 2

I saw your face when Little Brain took his present from us girls. It was well, expressionless. I always wonder if you'd ever care about all these little things. Seeing your face, I think no. But the good part is that you ate my jelly beans. I'm glad actually. I bought extra packet of pocky for some reasons. So that you would eat what I bought. Other than the Ferrero Rocher I gave you on Valentine's day. Yeah, remember? The one you gave away. It was terribly sad for me to see that scene. :(

I thought you go care, but turns out you don't. Another thing about keys. The keys that were thrown to you, you think Doorman threw them to you for fun? No. I asked him to. I just wanted to see your expression. But once again, nothing. I'm getting bored and tired of waiting. When are you gonna say something? You, yourself should throw the keys back to us, not ask Limping Kook to throw them for you! You have hands, you have brain, you have eyes, USE THEM. You are not retarded like some of them are!

Exams just started. My sitting place is not far from yours. I just hate sitting there, because I will never know what people behind me will do. I preferred to sit at the last row, where I can see everyone. I always wanted to peek at you, seriously. You will see me turn and probably give me the WTF face. I controlled myself.

It's not even exams and you are already gambling? Why would you want to spend your money for no reasons? For entertainment? I really don't understand what makes you get so addictive to that illegal thing. Exams, you should study. Please ?

I love you - 1

I guess, you will never know how special you are to me. Maybe others are right, I'm totally crazy in love and too obsessed over you until I need to create a whole blog to blog about you! I just want to take out my feelings, whatever that is inside me. Deep inside me. Of course I will keep this blog private, or maybe not.

Yesterday, you helped her get her broom fixed. I was admiring the way you volunteered to help her. That facial expression of yours, I can never forget. For a second there, I was hoping my broom will broke off too, so I can ask you to fix it for me. But I know you won't. Seriously, why am I so stupid? There are many more better guys and many more in the world. Why is it has to be you? I asked myself too.

I went out to buy the sweets to show our appreciation to Little Brain. I'm sure he would be so surprised on Monday :) He just loved pocky and jelly beans! I bought 3 packets of pocky on purpose. Because I'm sure Little Brain will share some to his best friends. That includes you. So then, maybe you will eat what I bought. I know you hated chocolate, I bought strawberries. You don't have to avoid me completely.

I was so so so happy when you chatted with me that day. Asking me to help you with oral. Trust me, I'm so glad. But then you went back to NOT TALKING to me. I got bumped again. Is it that hard to create a conversation with me? Or is it that I am too annoying? I'm not annoying, I just want to know more about you. Although I don't show it, but I really care about you. I understand that you like someone else, but bet on it, I will make myself useful to make you proud! :D